I actually went to school today, it was that or the truant officer comes to my house, and the one in our town is a total dick.
In ED news, I did pretty good, I fasted most of the day and I just ate (I'm gonna go purge in a bit, even though I am so tired and about to collapse). I still can't bare to weigh myself as it will just ruin my day abso-fucking-lutely.
I tried to talk to Skinny today, she barely even talked to me and then rushed away to do something. I caught Stuck-Up and Lipstick's eyes but they just gave me a look and didn't say anything at all. I finally told my mother on the way home that I have just about no friends and that I'm miserable because of it. She didn't understand how devasting it is to be 16 and just be a back-up friend.
I'm trying my hardest not to cut, but it also has to do with the fact that I can't find my little tin with my blades in it. So instead, I've just been getting high as possible, it's a good thing.
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