Been hitting a weight plateau of 124lbs, keep on fucking hovering. We all know what that means:
No binging/purging
Restricting but having to keep food in my stomach (one thing that is so hard)
We had a reproductive health class today, let me just say no even jokingly, I keep on wowing them majorly because of how smart I am (Higher level than everyone else, and more amazing as I've never even passed 9th grade). So yeah, me just pretty much being crazy smart. Then we started talking about consent/rape and WOAH there was only 4 of us today and one of the nice boys was JUST SO GREAT about it. Like he completely blew me away and made a bro for life because of how vehemently he was about consent. I would have totally started turning the flirt on (Nothing gets me going like a guy who shows feminist tendencies, or who likes Harry Potter). Turns out he's got a girl, and he knocked her up. So we were discussing about how he needs to go to a clinic with her, prenatal vitamins, blah, blah, blah...
Bummer.
Well today one of the women who work there made these 2 big peach tart things, and no one else ate them, so I felt really bad. Ate a small bit, now I'm hoping this will help my plateau. I'd safely estimate that piece to be around 300 cals (Probably less, but one can never be too sure), not ideal, but nothing else for me now.
OH! I am now 5'2"!!! Pretty fucking exciting, especially since I wore tights and floral shorts today and I looked very much pre-dropping-out-of-ballet. I am now the proud owner of a 22.9 BMI.
Nothing else is really new, no news about the ballet thing... I have such a feeling I didn't get in.
I hope you get in to that ballet production. But I'm still really impressed by anyone who can do ballet, even if you don't make this one. <3
ReplyDeleteI'm on a plateau as well, and doing the same thing--trying to keep munching on little things throughout the day. It's tough.
xoxo