Friday, June 10, 2011

Don't Stand So Close To Me

I just want to start this out by saying:

WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME THAT WEIRD BOYS ALWAYS FRIGGIN' LIKE ME?!

I met this kid from my GED program last Thursday (Everyone from the year graduates together), Punk. We talked a bit, because I was talking to another girl about Harry Potter and he joined, then Friday we graduated. He was super into me, kept showing up where ever I was, then asks for my number. He then proceeded to call a bunch that weekend, but I was super busy so I didn't have time to call him back. Then he calls Tuesday and we made plans to hang out Thursday. In this conversation he said "You know, I'm just gonna say it, you're really cute." and ask me out (I said I have to get to know him better before I can decide something like that). Okay then.

We went to the mall to hang out, my mom won't let me go to his house (Even though my brothers could at my age, but whatevs).

Here's a few instances of things that happened:

-The whole time he got increasingly more touchy, holding my shoulder, then my hand, and then my waist. We also kissed/made out a bit, but to me it means absolutely nothing. But when he would initiate the more serious make out (I was fine with the small, few kisses type), I would pull away and tell him about how I don't like to mix very public places and displays of affection, because it weirds me out.

-We saw little kids and smiled at them, saying how cute they were to each other, and saying how we wanted kids (Separately of course, but just in a far off, future kind of way). Then, all of a sudden, he like rubs my stomach and says how I could get pregnant with his kid, I forgot what he said, I said "Uhh, I'm too young.", still rubbing my stomach he's saying "Not yet, not yet."

-He told me that his last two girlfriends were FIFTEEN (He's 19, to show the reason as to why I think that's unsettling)!!!

-I had the feeling he might think we're "something" because he was talking about cheating and stuff. I then told him "I guess we're sort of dating, but we are not going steady." (One thing I hate about teenagers, they can't seem to differentiate between the two, not until you are in your 20's or so do you)

When I woke up today (Friday) at 4PM, I got onto Facebook to find a RELATIONSHIP REQUEST from him! I proceeded to go onto his profile to see he is in a relationship and a few of his friends commented on it, asking who I was, etc.. He then said my full name, instead of just saying something like "This chick I know, Dusty." I had like 3 friend request from friends of his as well. I also saw that he changed his relationship at 6PM Thursday!!! At this point I was just kind of astounded, I also wanted to binge just so I could purge. Mostly I just wanted to purge.

I plug in my phone to charge and see around 7 texts from him from yesterday, containing such words as "Babe","Baby girl", and "Boo".

Say whaaat?

Punk also was in juvie, has a PO, and gets drug tested weekly by said PO. Now I won't judge him for that, as I have met lots of great people who've had that kind of shit. But he told me why he went to juvie was because he fucked up this kid's house, and "If I met the kid, I would do the same, 'cause he just talks shit". I really do not think I would, as I'm not a vengeful person and I think that's pretty dickish.

He's a typical kid from his town (Which is the one next to mine), kinda scummy, lower class, wears baggy clothes, and kinda forgettable. The type that would saddle me down to live in New Hampshire MY WHOLE LIFE, UHH NO THANK YOU.

As a summer kind of guy, I could care less. But he does seem pretty codependent and clingy.

I know I completely have to talk to him to get things straight but I'll wait a little bit, I need a day to process what i should say. I want him to call, if I do i feel like there's too much of an agenda, and that I'd be a bit bitchy.

The thing is, I don't really know him AT ALL and I can't really get a feel for him AS I'VE ONLY KNOWN HIM FOR A DAMN WEEK. I just need some fucking advice, where is Judy Blume when I need her?

Other than that tidbit, I have been maintaining a low weight of 119lbs-123lbs this whole week. Yesterday I binged, so I'm at 122lbs, but still great results.

1 comment:

  1. Never apologize for when life sweeps you up!


    I attract a lot of weirdos too. Either weirdos, or married men.
    -___-

    Oh man, that kind of behaviour would send me running (I'm very male like that....). He sounds pretty clingy. Hope everything works out ok for you! If you want to get rid of him, but don't want to talk to him, you could always use my favourite escape: just vanish out of his life--don't answer calls or texts, delete him from facebook, avoid places where he might go, etc. I hate rejecting people. Might be a cowardly way to go, but it works. :D

    xoxo

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