The World is Pretty Upside Down

Hah, been QUITE a while. It's been.. ordered chaos here.

Also I'm going to be in 9th grade again next year, damn. I just stopped going to school at the beginning of March. I feel like such a loser for that but at least I'll be 18 in less than 2 years. Then I can FINALLY take my fucking GED and get the fuck out of my house.

One of the reasons I stopped going to school was because of their accusations from the drug bust.

Like really, if I had Oxy I wouldn't sell it, I'd take it.

My brother is now a father as of a week ago, the baby's name is Valerie. I'm kinda pissed about the name though. Let me just say I am one of those people who absolutely hate their teenage years and just desperately want to have a husband and kids, I have a huge maternal/nurturing instinct. Anyways, the reason I hate that they named the baby Valerie is because I really loved the Russian name Valeria, and the name Valeris. I think this calls for a lists of names that I like:

-Valentina (Valya)
-Galina (Galya)
-Amneris
-Lucia
-Romulus
-Remi (For a girl)
-Remus (for a boy and then have it be Remy)
-Amadine
-Freya
-Skuld
-Verdandi

As it is seen, I have an obsession with Norse, Russian, French, and Egyptian names.

Now to get on with weight, I AM GOING SO FUCKING BAT SHIT CRAZY. I've been doing pretty good the past week or so, and I can definitrly tell I'm losing.

I don't got no scale though. My mother found it in the downstairs bathroom closet, and just like her, she never said anything about it. I know the she took it but she just didn't question me about it at all.

I'm a frequent gum chewer, because if I'm not chewing it I'm biting my lipsor licking them. But now I finally got my Invisalign braces in (Clear trays that snap on your teeth and slowly move them into place) and one of the things is is that you can't chew gum. You're only supposed to have them out for 2 hours a day max, so I'd rather not take them out to chew gum. So now I have a bag of sugar-free candy that I suck on occasionally.

Another thing, my parents made me go to a theRAPIST again, I usually can't deal with them past one session but my dad let me get my nosed pierced if I went, so now yay, I got a cute nose piercing.