WELL! It has been quite awhile since I've posted. Time to get my butt in gear (Physically as well).
What has been happening:
I just got out last Saturday from a RTC (Residential treatment center) where I was for 21 days. My parents tricked me into it by saying we were going to Vegas and then drove me there for a "tour". I was then left there.
Those places are absolutely horrid! The place I was at lied constantly and violated our rights at every turn. Then when I tried to tell my parents about them the people there said I was lying! They pushed their religion on you and we had to listen to Christian music. Now I don't mind anyone's religion, do what you want just don't push it on me. The girls there were quite brainwashed too.
There was ONE girl there who was really cool and kept it real. She was also an ED girl, which was super easy for me to connect on.
I am now just so glad my parents listened when I said they were doing really shady stuff. Now we are going to sue for emotional damages and so we don't have to pay them the fees, seeing as how they falsly advertised. I still am pretty shaken up about that place, it makes me scared to go anywhere with my parents and I don't trust them a bit. I had people watching me go to the bathroom, change, and taking showers for a week there. There was one woman who would make homophobic comments. There was emotional abuse there.
Being at home I can now go and weigh and NOT eat, they had us eat SO much there and we had to eat 75% or we would get a consequence. And those were like not being allowed to talk and having to write essays.
I am right now at 132.4lbs, so damn fat. It's just horrible!
http://www3.weightmirror.com/weightmirror/index.php?id=
this is such a cool website, you can put in your photo, put in your weight and height, then you canadd or subtract weight and it simulates what you'll look like. I absolutely love it.
